Wednesday, June 24, 2009
balancing act
I have come to the conclusion that really, when it comes down to it, all of life is just one big balancing act. Balance, at least according to Merriam-Webster, has many definitions:
It is a means of judging or deciding.
It is a counterbalancing weight, force, or influence.
It is an aesthetically pleasing integration of elements.
It is physical equilibrium.
It is also mental and emotional steadiness.
And it can be something left over.
Balance is very difficult to achieve, and sometimes people are even predisposed to be imbalanced, and so will never achieve it. But if you think about it, balance affects us in almost every aspect of our lives.
Can't eat too much junk food; it'll make you fat. But on the other hand, too many blueberries, or brussel sprouts, aren't good for you either. Balance. Can't be a workaholic, but you can't just sit around and be a bum all the time either. Balance. Can't spend all your time with just one person, no matter how much you like him or her. Chances are other people in your life will get tired of being put on the back burner. Balance. Can't spend too much time alone, but going out all the time and being surrounded by noises and people and smells all the time isn't too healthy either. Balance.
Too much of a good thing makes it not so good anymore.
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
summer: a work in progress
Summer came like cinnamon, so sweet.
This summer is already so much different than any other summer. What happened to the days of playing in the sprinklers in the backyard and going strawberry picking? Who am I kidding, those days were gone long ago.
I am the type of person who likes everything planned out before it happens. I probably annoy my friends with texts demanding to know what the plan is a good five hours before it happens. But this summer I'm trying something new. I bought a one-way ticket to New York City, without any concrete job/internship offers on the horizon. In short, for the past two weeks, I've been flying by the seat of my pants.
And so far, so good. Internship? Check. Job? Check. Housing? Check. And I'm having a wonderful time. As much as I complain about growing up and how scary this all is, all this responsibility, being here in New York gives me a feeling of optimism and opportunity, and it gives me energy.
I am meeting all sorts of crazy people this summer, and I think I need to write a play or something...
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Monday, May 18, 2009
simple pleasures
I like taking my tea, mildly sweetened, on the front steps overlooking the fields at sunset after a summer thunderstorm.
I like waking up without an alarm clock, and rolling around under crisp white linen sheets for a good hour or so before actually getting up. Hey, I've got nothing to do today but smile.
I like giving dogs belly rubs and watching them snort with pleasure as they roll around in the grass.
I like reading good books in the sunshine for hours, floppy hat, and praying for freckles.
I love a good tomato.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
i love you
So I was flipping through my phone earlier today, as I usually do when I'm bored and/or feel awkward, and I stumbled upon the templates for text messages. There are, of course, the "I'm going to be late" and "In a meeting" templates, but the last one on the list particularly floored me.
"I Love You." That's a template? Really? If you love someone you should be able to (and should want to) take the time to type that out...I mean, what is it, eight buttons to press if you're using T9? Is that too much effort if you love someone?
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
highlights
This weekend...
night:
I can't believe I'm leaving in four days!!
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
look how they shine for you
but the sight of stars makes me dream."
-Vincent Van Gogh
One thing (among many) that Paris can lord over New York City is that one can actually see stars at night here. In New York I was constantly wishing on unseen stars. Here I can be inspired. Funny that I can feel both really tiny and really big when I look up at the stars. The star-studded sky is a vast expanse, but it is part of the universe in which I exist.
I could look at the night sky for hours and hours. I've been talking a lot about my bucket list lately, and it is my goal to learn the constellations and the stories embedded in them. I would also like to name a star. But would I ever be able to find it?
I'm excited to drink some wine on the Pont des Arts tonight and look up at the stars and dream. It's going to be lovely.
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