paris, je t'aime

it's springtime in paris! i think. three sunny days in a row? blissfully mild temperatures? daffodils and crocuses everywhere? i think so. it makes me so happy. last weekend and this week have been so, so good so far.

the londoners came to visit last weekend, and it was so nice to see paris through their eyes and to play tour guide for a while. my honeymoon with paris was over, and i was actually kind of depressed, but the weekend was so refreshing and so beautiful that my love for paris has been restored. can you believe it? i was taking paris for granted. what was i thinking.

anyway, we did some things that i'd never done before, such as visit the inside of notre dame and the musée rodin, and some things that i have done before, like picnic in the jardins de luxembourg. it was a wonderful time and i'm so glad that they all came.

i got my computer back yesterday. everything's gone. so seriously, everyone should send me a CD or two. not having my music sucks, and also not having a lot of my files sucks. i have to rewrite my resume so i can start applying for internships and jobs this summer! like stat. ideally, summer plans would involve being an RA, having an internship, and taking intro to marketing. aka being in nyc all summer. i could potentially take some classes and pay for summer housing, if i don't get RA, but meh. i'd rather not. but there's no other way to stay in new york, i don't think. i do need to come back to akron though, at some point. mainly to hit up highland square, hike amidst all the nature, reconnect with my buddies (who might not even be there!) and get some swenson's. oh and hang out with my parents because they're my BFFs.

not only do i need to figure out summer plans, i also need to figure out LIFE plans. we register for fall classes soon, and i have no idea what my plan of action is going to be. ack. good thing my computer is back. good, good thing.

today i sent postcards to new york, miami, ohio, california, and washington. it makes me so happy that i have friends everywhere =]

i can't decide if i like living alone or not. on one hand, i don't have to make awkward small talk with people if i don't want to. i can fart whenever i jolly well please. and it's nice to be able to reconnect with myself and figure out my thoughts on life and all sorts of other subjects. on the other hand, i really don't think i can live alone for extended periods of time. i lack motivation to get out of bed, to take out the garbage, and to do my homework. i am afraid of the dark. i need someone to tighten my faucet. i want someone to cook for me. and someone to snuggle with.

also, it turns out that i am super weird. it must be pretty bad if i think so myself. but literally, when i'm alone for long periods of time, i go crazy. i start dancing around with my ipod in my ears, and put on lipstick for the hell of it and make faces in the mirror. i talk to myself. i really, really hope that i don't become a crazy cat lady.

haha now no one is going to want to live with a weirdo like me.

this weekend is VENICE. yes yes yes. so pumped for that.
the rest of march is filled with lovely visitors, and concerts.

i am happy as a clam.